BABYTALK

Because of Michael

I listen to my

baby talk

          baby talk

into the dark of a sleep-still room.

 

Beneath the moon

  a jet lands

      a car sings by

and the leaves of a sapling applaud

a clever night breeze.

 

He's speaking words of his own invention

a song of good and happy thoughts

                                  no lies.

He is what I was

                 unlimited.

 

His mother and I lie arm for arm

     leg on leg, sharing

a long unguarded border

     like shadows of each other

in suspended animation.

 

I ignore the cramp that bids me move

as long as I can.

 

BEFORE WE DRAW THE LINE

 

The World is both within us

          and without us

Before we draw the line.

When we have not yet slowed

our rising forward fall

          up into life.

We still trail clouds of glory.

We still own all that we perceive.

We permeate our universe

          and grow diffusing

through the ether of experience.

 

Clear jello with little colored spots

spreading out toward each other

each color cloud an individual life.

You're East to me, I'm West to you

our colors mix in the middle

and there's a new shade in the rainbow.

 

When we as toddlers become other persons

than those that elders see

those elders call us make-believe-

the persons that we know ourselves to be.

 

 

Jessica's Waltz

 

Dance—

            and I'll hold you near.

You dance divinely,

tho your feet don't touch the ground.

 

Sway—

            in the air up here...

lean on my chest and then

laugh as I whirl you around!

 

Oh, you're my little girl.

            You're a joy and a beauty to know.

When you smile, I feel good-

            and that's why I'm pinching your toe . . . .

 

You—

            are a child of love.

Gentle and joyful,

dancing your way through the world.

 

You float—

            like the clouds above...

Go where the wind goes,

my light-hearted, light-headed girl!

 

 

Oh, you're my little girl.

            You're a joy and a beauty to know.

When you smile, I feel good-

            and that's why I'm pinching your toe . . . .

 

Cry—

            and the rain comes down.

Smile, and the sun shines,

laugh, and the sky turns to blue.

 

Frown—

            and I'll be your clown...

nasty or nice, girl,

you know that I'll always love you!